Sunday, April 19, 2009

Who Am I?: Introduction

"You do not know the limits of your strength. You do not know what you do. You do not know who you are."

--Dionysus, "The Bacchae" by Euripides

When I was in eighth grade, we were assigned the dreaded "Who Am I?" project--a series of several short essays about oneself, designed to develop our writing skills, particularly the voice of our writing. While watching my mom grade this years' batch of Who Am I's, I started pondering how much I've changed since I wrote my own. It was more than six years ago, which may seem like an insignificant amount of time, but I've lived nearly a third of my life since then.

Answering the question "Who Am I?" is a rather daunting task. Of course, the bare facts of my identity are obvious, as readily accessible as pulling out my driver's license. Name? Stephanie Elizabeth Greer. Sex? Female. Date of Birth? March 24, 1989. Organ Donor? Yes.
But we like to think that who we are goes deeper than the brute information we provide to the government. Our experiences, our relationships, our dreams, our beliefs, our accomplishments, our personality, our character: it is in these non-quantitative details that we truly find our identity.

I am much more complex than what any series of essays [blogs] I write can ever begin to contain. In many ways, I do not know who I am. But perhaps in putting pen to paper [fingers to keyboard] in an attempt to define myself, I will move further along the road of self-discovery.

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Celebrating Ada Lovelace Day, Summarized in Three Pictures

Beginning: Erin, Sarah, and Liz woke me up (early) with singing and breakfast in bed.

Middle: Graham made it to #66 on the top scores list on AstroBlasters. He was pretty proud of himself.

End: It literally took me three attempts to blow out all of my candles. It was kind of embarrassing.

Sunday, March 15, 2009

St. Patrick's Day Tid-Bits

Solved: 3x3, 4x4, 5x5

People I'm Glad I've Gotten to Know [Better] in the Last Year: the Cortez family. Graham. Marissa. Eddie. Liz. Jocelyn. Mastron. Dr. Peters.

Best Late-Night Studying Drink: Autumn Spice from Commons.

Top 5 Places to Find Me at any Given Time:
1) The Math Lab
2) The Library
3) The Caf
4) Graham's room
5) Manna/Shelley's room

Favorite Movies I've Seen in the Last Year: The Dark Knight. Wall-E. Sons of Provo. Fireproof. The Fall. Iron Man. [The Sound of a Dirt Road]

People Who Irritate Me: Biola athletes who strut. caf couples. chapel speakers who take verses way out of context to justify racial reconciliation.

Things I'm Learning: Greek participles. lacrosse. assembly language. guitar. photography. grace.

Miles from San Jose, California to Kingston, Rhode Island: 3,092
Miles from La Mirada, California to Kingston, Rhode Island: 2,938
Miles from Dayton, Nevada to Kingston, Rhode Island: 2,850
Miles from Boise, Idaho to Kingston, Rhode Island: 2,621
Miles from Tyler, Texas to Kingston, Rhode Island: 1,671

Coolest New Thing to Do During Summer '09: Roadtrips.
New Skill I've Mastered: Subtlety

Flaw in Google Maps: "We could not calculate directions between Hawaii and Rhode Island"

Constantly Playing in my iTunes: Death Cab for Cutie. Sufjan Stevens. Matt Nathanson. Jonathan Jones. Jon Foreman. Julianna Theory. Jack Johnson. Coldplay. Lifehouse. Phil Wickham. Melee. The Fray.

Things I'm Looking Forward To: no classes Tuesday-Friday. disneyland next week. mock rock. Easter. spring break. Torrey Europe. Nicole's wedding.

Things I'm Not Looking Forward To: Biola Graduation 2009. Biola Graduation 2010.

Newest Projects: listen to every song in my iTunes library. memorize Romans.

Doesn't Hold Up to a Second Reading: Mark of the Lion series.

Things That Make Me Happy: community. text messages. small children knowing my name at church. rubiks cubes. strawberry shortcake. rainbows (the flip-flop variety). rainbows (the covenant from God variety). Zwingli. Sweaty Goodness. bruises. Brown Bag. New Heart. truth.

Thursday, February 19, 2009

II Corinthians Pull Question

I'm not quite satisfied with it--hopefully I'll get the chance to re-write it before Mid-Rags, but it will have to do for now:



When have you seen the glory of the crucified Christ in the life of another person?

He is tired. His weary body begs him to rest. His arthritic joints scream in protest as he finishes cleaning up the kitchen. He quietly ignores them, and instead shuffles down the hall to ask her one last time if he can do anything for her before he heads out. Smiling to himself as he sees her peacefully asleep in her favorite chair, he eases out the front door and slowly backs his car out of the driveway. While most men his age are contentedly waiting for the inevitable hands of death to reach them, he instead persistently follows the inescapable call to make the most of every opportunity. As he nears the prison, he silently asks his precious Savior to use his humble words to change the hardened, drug-abusing criminals, most of whom are less than a third his age.

There are many glorious years behind him—years of being a godly parent and faithful elder. However, I think the glory of the crucified Christ has never been more obvious in my grandfather’s life than right now. Although his spirit is strong, and his mind is as sharp as ever, his body has slowly betrayed him to old age. His strength comes, not from the arrogance of youthful endurance, but from his Heavenly Father.

The glory of the Lord is revealed most as Grandpa teaches a Bible study every week at the local prison. He doesn’t know the current slang, nor does he use fancy presentations. Instead, he humbly shares God’s love straight from the withered pages of his well-worn Bible. And lives are changed. To some, this is confusing—how can this quiet old man have such an impact on these callous delinquents? But those who believe know what is really happening: it is not the quiet old man who is changing lives, but the power of the Spirit at work within him.

The works that my grandfather does would proclaim the glory of God in anyone’s life, but I think it is declared all the more greatly because of Grandpa’s aging and tired body. It seems like such a contradiction to say that God uses the weak things of the world to do mighty things, but, like using the crucifixion of his only Son to bring salvation to the world, it is one of the many paradoxes that serve to show the glory of God.

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

I Think this Falls under the Category of "Useless Knowledge"

...but it's still fun to brag =)



In case you can't read it, I named all 195 countries of the world, with 5:33 to spare :P


Also, I saw this on a blog, and it made me laugh a lot:


Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Something Profound

I've wanted to post several things in the last couple of months, but because it has been so long since I've posted, I can't becuase I feel like my first new post in 7 months needs to be profound.

So here you go: something profound.

Now I can post again without feeling bad.

Hello Internet, it's nice to see you again.

Monday, May 26, 2008

I Hate Deceitful Appliances


Jenn's oven has a "Stop Time" button.
I pressed it today.
Time didn't stop.
I was disappointed.